Intro post
Re-watching that video of the Greek Olympic games, I realised that there seems more parallels than I had first thought.
First there is the fact it is a religious event - and Paul also uses the analogy in a religious context.
The athletes must declare that they are free-born Greeks (citizens) without 'any disrespect against the gods' - and we must be citizens of Heaven, and Paul has just been calling us to be blameless.
Once the prize is received, the winner does not work, but is supported by the village - and once we reach that upward call, we will reach Heaven, where there is no more 'eating bread by hte sweat of our brow'.
In terms of the Greek, looking at the different translations of the passage emphasised to me a point I had glanced over before. Christ chose us for this prize. That is really the emphasis of the Christian life, isn't it? Christ chose us to receive the prize, therefore we are running towards the prize - He did not choose us because we were already running to the prize, because none of us were.
Tuesday, 20 January 2015
Monday, 19 January 2015
Week 2 Day 1: Why do we press on, of what do we lay hold?
We have a short portion to read this week, which gives more time to meditate on the specific phrases in these three verses.
First, though, it is important to understand the context. These verses come at the end of a paragraph beginning with verse 1 of chapter three, which in turn continues the train of thought from Chapter 2, particularly the first half.
To summarise, if I may, Paul's main points are:
Work together in humility
Christ is our great example of humility in service and suffering
Encouragement to continue in obedience to God and testimony of God, as they have already been doing - not to lose heart.
(Timothy will be coming to help encourage, and to bring more news back to Paul)
Beware of those who put their trust in works - warning against legalism
After all, if legalism worked, Paul would have been the best at getting to heaven.
But none of it is of value - our only hope is in Christ, and our only goal is to be with Christ.
And then we come to our verses...
"Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus. Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."
There is repetition of 'apprehended' - to lay hold upon. Reaching forth goes along with the same concept - reaching out to grab something so we can lay hold of it, so we can apprehend it. Pressing toward the mark is a step back from that, again with the theme - I haven't yet got hold of it, so I reach for it. I haven't yet reached it/got it within reaching distance, so I keep press on/moving forward towards it.
There are a few other race metaphors in Scripture, but the emphasis here seems to be firstly on the goal - our all consuming goal, our entire focus - and secondly on the endurance. Not fully there, but moving toward it. No mention of the pace at which we are moving, so long as it is the right direction, and our eyes are fixed on the right target. Also, if we are reaching out to lay hold on this (the high calling of God in Christ Jesus), then we are not holding on to anything else - our arms are outstretched and our hands are open, reaching for this goal.
First, though, it is important to understand the context. These verses come at the end of a paragraph beginning with verse 1 of chapter three, which in turn continues the train of thought from Chapter 2, particularly the first half.
To summarise, if I may, Paul's main points are:
Work together in humility
Christ is our great example of humility in service and suffering
Encouragement to continue in obedience to God and testimony of God, as they have already been doing - not to lose heart.
(Timothy will be coming to help encourage, and to bring more news back to Paul)
Beware of those who put their trust in works - warning against legalism
After all, if legalism worked, Paul would have been the best at getting to heaven.
But none of it is of value - our only hope is in Christ, and our only goal is to be with Christ.
And then we come to our verses...
"Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus. Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."
There is repetition of 'apprehended' - to lay hold upon. Reaching forth goes along with the same concept - reaching out to grab something so we can lay hold of it, so we can apprehend it. Pressing toward the mark is a step back from that, again with the theme - I haven't yet got hold of it, so I reach for it. I haven't yet reached it/got it within reaching distance, so I keep press on/moving forward towards it.
There are a few other race metaphors in Scripture, but the emphasis here seems to be firstly on the goal - our all consuming goal, our entire focus - and secondly on the endurance. Not fully there, but moving toward it. No mention of the pace at which we are moving, so long as it is the right direction, and our eyes are fixed on the right target. Also, if we are reaching out to lay hold on this (the high calling of God in Christ Jesus), then we are not holding on to anything else - our arms are outstretched and our hands are open, reaching for this goal.
Friday, 16 January 2015
Week 1, Days 4-6. Visualizing our battle
My creative response to the passage. It was interesting to look up the 'fiery darts' or plumbata used by the Roman soldiers to know how to draw them.
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| Soldiers of Christ, by Zane Norvill, inspired by Ephesians 6 |
Wednesday, 14 January 2015
Day 3 Week 1: Prayer, our inner armour
Lord, we have been reading through a passage rich with warnings and promises, and we praise You that the all that You provide for our protection and help is far greater than anything the enemy can throw at us. Awaken us, O Lord, that we may not be caught unawares. Strengthen our minds, and keep us focused, that we may prepare our equipment and gird up our loins before the battle is enjoined. Thank You, O our Armourer, that You give us the best quality equipment there is. Help us, and teach us to keep our items clean and polished that rust and decay not rob us of the items' effectiveness.
Thank You, Truth-Giver, for leading us in all truth, for You are Truth. Thank You for Your Spirit, Who reminds us of the things we have learned, and guides us day-to-day.
Thank You, Christ, for the testimony of Your righteous life - the only truly blameless One on Earth, Who took all blame and punishment for us. Help us to follow in Your pattern, walking in obedience to God's commands, willing to admit, repent, and rectify wrongs, and to forgive those who wrong us.
Thank You, Saviour, for the good news we have come into through Your death - may the memory of Your death and resurrection influence all our thoughts and life, that we may not be shaken from our firm footing not matter what assails us. Help us to give an answer to those doubting the truth of the gospel, or dismissing it as fairy tales.
Lord, as we take up the shield of faith, we thank You that it is in You that we put our trust, and we know that we will never be ashamed. We can hide behind You and withstand any onslaught, any piercing attacks, because we have full assurance of faith in all that You are. Strengthen our faith Lord.
As we take up our helmet, we thank You that it is not us holding on to our salvation, but You Lord, and none can remove Your sheep from Your hands. You hold us close, and You know us by name.
Thank You for Your Word, which we can study, and read, and imbibe, and memorize, and meditate upon. Grant us wisdom, O Lord, on how to understand Your Word, how to use Your Word, and how to defend ourselves and others Your servants thereby.
Thank You, O Great Commander, that You are in personal contact with each of us. Thank You for Your oversight of the battle, and for putting us in the right places to do Your work, with the strength needed to fulfill Your charge. We praise You for Your victory in the war already won.
Lord, we pray for boldness. Boldness to speak the good news in season and out of season. Boldness for ourselves, and boldness for others Your children doing the same. We pray for wisdom as we speak, for knowledge as we prepare the words, and that we may 'get out of the way' enough for You to do Your work, that the work of Your Spirit be not hindered. Lord for the strength to stand, for the energy to wrestle, for the fortitude to remain ready. Thank You for all these things, You are our All in All, our Strength, and our Defender. Amen.
Thank You, Truth-Giver, for leading us in all truth, for You are Truth. Thank You for Your Spirit, Who reminds us of the things we have learned, and guides us day-to-day.
Thank You, Christ, for the testimony of Your righteous life - the only truly blameless One on Earth, Who took all blame and punishment for us. Help us to follow in Your pattern, walking in obedience to God's commands, willing to admit, repent, and rectify wrongs, and to forgive those who wrong us.
Thank You, Saviour, for the good news we have come into through Your death - may the memory of Your death and resurrection influence all our thoughts and life, that we may not be shaken from our firm footing not matter what assails us. Help us to give an answer to those doubting the truth of the gospel, or dismissing it as fairy tales.
Lord, as we take up the shield of faith, we thank You that it is in You that we put our trust, and we know that we will never be ashamed. We can hide behind You and withstand any onslaught, any piercing attacks, because we have full assurance of faith in all that You are. Strengthen our faith Lord.
As we take up our helmet, we thank You that it is not us holding on to our salvation, but You Lord, and none can remove Your sheep from Your hands. You hold us close, and You know us by name.
Thank You for Your Word, which we can study, and read, and imbibe, and memorize, and meditate upon. Grant us wisdom, O Lord, on how to understand Your Word, how to use Your Word, and how to defend ourselves and others Your servants thereby.
Thank You, O Great Commander, that You are in personal contact with each of us. Thank You for Your oversight of the battle, and for putting us in the right places to do Your work, with the strength needed to fulfill Your charge. We praise You for Your victory in the war already won.
Lord, we pray for boldness. Boldness to speak the good news in season and out of season. Boldness for ourselves, and boldness for others Your children doing the same. We pray for wisdom as we speak, for knowledge as we prepare the words, and that we may 'get out of the way' enough for You to do Your work, that the work of Your Spirit be not hindered. Lord for the strength to stand, for the energy to wrestle, for the fortitude to remain ready. Thank You for all these things, You are our All in All, our Strength, and our Defender. Amen.
Tuesday, 13 January 2015
Day 2 Week 1: Armour
There are a few questions in my mind as I work through this passage.
What are the armour pieces - what style of sword, shield, etc. what picture is Paul calling to mind? (the video in the intro blog is very good to help visualise that)
Why these armour/weapons? Why not others?
How are they used - what does the armour defend against?
How should I visualize the action of the person under the armour - me?
So first, the types of armour/weapons:
Belt, Breastplate, Shoes, Shield, Helmet, Sword, Prayer.
A few notes on style: the Breastplate didn't just cover the front - the Roman chestpiece did surround the torso, protecting the vital organs. The shield was not a buckler or other small shield, it was big enough to hide behind completely - and the Roman shield was rectangular, to work in well with the shields either side. The helmet was tied on. The sword (gladius) was a short sword, for thrusting, not bashing at the enemy at a great distance (as with the longsword). Prayer, although not typically included on the 'armour list' is part of the list, I think, preparing the soldier within as well as without.
So why these weapons?
In particular, why not the pilum instead of/as well as the sword?
The most obvious answer is that the pilum was a once-use only weapon. The Word of God lasts continually, and is ready always - we don't throw it away and not have anything left for the next attack. The rest is answered with the next question.
How were they used:
The first three pieces are 'having put on', which it has been suggested, and I agree, that these are associated with a permanent fixture - they take work to put on, and were not taken off when resting. Similarly, the concepts they represent are more so ways of life than the latter items. They are a natural progression of a Christian from salvation, and every new Christian will have these in some form, but they do need to be built upon to strengthen them.
The belt is used for gathering up the tunic, to enable quick movement and minimize distractions from catching a garment on something unawares. Similarly, truth is important. Not only to speak the truth, which is important, but to know what is true - and to know what is true, we should know why it is true and why other contrary statements/opinions/philosophy/ideas are not true. Doubt is a huge distraction, and confusion about what is true can distract us and keep us from responding to attacks on the truth (spiritual truth). Once learnt and prepared by knowing these, spiritual truths keep us from distraction by falsehoods and deception.
The breastplate protects our vitals. Righteousness, or right living, is part of the character of a Christian - that we may stand blameless (Phil 2:15) though others revile us and accuse us of many things. The righteousness we have in God's eyes by justification through salvation is different, this is something external that helps protect us from the world.
The boots (more boots than shoes), were used for marching, but most importantly in battle, they provided a firm grip on the earth, to stand strong. So too is the preparation of the gospel of peace - it is our foundation. Our milk. Our bread and butter. Woe to them that think that because they have been Christians for many years that they don't need to consider the gospel message, but want to 'study deeper, more complicated things'. We must always keep the freshness and preparedness of the gospel with us. It is indeed our foundation, the reason we are here, and we ought always to be ready to give an answer for the faith within us (I Pet 3:15).
Moving on to the items that we 'take up'. They may be (slightly) easier to take up quickly - less study and preparation/time taken to wear them properly, but they are also easier to lay aside. We must take them up each day. Always having them ready beside us if not actively wearing them.
The shield is mentioned specifically to protect from the fiery darts of the devil. It also protected from any other projectiles, and warded off blows from melee weapons. Strongest when used together with a company of soldiers, similarly faith is supported by those around us, but still provides great protection to an individual alone. There are two important things I always think of when I consider faith in the Bible. First, it is not seen fully, but our faith is based firmly on what we can see. Secondly, it is of utmost importance of Whom our faith is in. If in ourselves, we will fall, if in others, we will be let down. Only faith in God will never be disappointed, whether our faith is weak or strong - the Object of our faith is ever strong.
The helmet protects from blows to the head, evidently. Many weapons might reach the helmet, but the most frequent would probably be those attacking from a height advantage, perhaps on horses. A picture I had described to me once was that the helmet protected from horsemen swinging broadswords - double edged blades of doubt and despair. Certainly one way to look at it, and it fits with the theme of salvation. Not eternal salvation, this is something we take up, not an intrinsic part of us that we can never lose. This seems to be our assurance of salvation, the helmet/our assurance in the Source of our salvation Who never lets go of us protects us from doubts and fears.
The Sword, ready for use to make targeted attacks. I imagine the scene of Christ's temptation - this is spiritual warfare, not sharing the gospel with a curious person. No, we are facing opposition, and we use the Word of God to fend off attacks, to make others keep their distance, and hinder their ability to fight against us. If we imagine fighting in a group we are not only protecting ourselves, but also by killing or hurting the guy in front of us, he is weaker or unable to attack our fellow-soldiers also. The only offensive weapon we have, it stays close by us.
Prayer is the preparation of the inside. Communion with the One Who made us, and Who gives us the strength to fight. Prayer for the ones beside us, or fighting in other areas. Praying always - communication is key in many areas of life, and a battle is certainly one of them. We need to keep talking with our commanding officer.
How should I visualize the person?
The soldier can face the enemy confidently, trusting in the strength given to him within, that he has the necessary preparations to fight. He is watchful, ready always. He is active - not just standing and waiting or engaging from safe distance, but wrestling in close quarters, confident in the protection he has and the people beside. Most of all, he knows his Commanding Officer personally, and communicates with Him continually. He would not send a soldier into a battle he could not handle.
Final thoughts on other points:
v12. It is not against flesh and blood - the armour and weapons are not for bashing others on the head with, or for acting elitist towards fellow-sinners.
It is against spiritual forces - Satan and his demons especially, (maybe including evil/wicked systems perpetrated by men?). Although it is active, we don't go looking for trouble though - our role is to stand and fight, not dive into the enemy stronghold or seek a battle. An active Christian will find enough trouble comes his way without looking for it.
v19-20. The purpose of us standing against persecution, against spiritual opposition is that we may preach the gospel boldly - to share the news of eternal salvation by life, witness, and testimony. This is also the goal that the opposition tries to prevent. Pray for those who make this their full time commitment. Pray for those who live it out amongst and through their 'secular' lives. Pray for ourselves, knowing to Whom we pray.
What are the armour pieces - what style of sword, shield, etc. what picture is Paul calling to mind? (the video in the intro blog is very good to help visualise that)
Why these armour/weapons? Why not others?
How are they used - what does the armour defend against?
How should I visualize the action of the person under the armour - me?
So first, the types of armour/weapons:
Belt, Breastplate, Shoes, Shield, Helmet, Sword, Prayer.
A few notes on style: the Breastplate didn't just cover the front - the Roman chestpiece did surround the torso, protecting the vital organs. The shield was not a buckler or other small shield, it was big enough to hide behind completely - and the Roman shield was rectangular, to work in well with the shields either side. The helmet was tied on. The sword (gladius) was a short sword, for thrusting, not bashing at the enemy at a great distance (as with the longsword). Prayer, although not typically included on the 'armour list' is part of the list, I think, preparing the soldier within as well as without.
So why these weapons?
In particular, why not the pilum instead of/as well as the sword?
The most obvious answer is that the pilum was a once-use only weapon. The Word of God lasts continually, and is ready always - we don't throw it away and not have anything left for the next attack. The rest is answered with the next question.
How were they used:
The first three pieces are 'having put on', which it has been suggested, and I agree, that these are associated with a permanent fixture - they take work to put on, and were not taken off when resting. Similarly, the concepts they represent are more so ways of life than the latter items. They are a natural progression of a Christian from salvation, and every new Christian will have these in some form, but they do need to be built upon to strengthen them.
The belt is used for gathering up the tunic, to enable quick movement and minimize distractions from catching a garment on something unawares. Similarly, truth is important. Not only to speak the truth, which is important, but to know what is true - and to know what is true, we should know why it is true and why other contrary statements/opinions/philosophy/ideas are not true. Doubt is a huge distraction, and confusion about what is true can distract us and keep us from responding to attacks on the truth (spiritual truth). Once learnt and prepared by knowing these, spiritual truths keep us from distraction by falsehoods and deception.
The breastplate protects our vitals. Righteousness, or right living, is part of the character of a Christian - that we may stand blameless (Phil 2:15) though others revile us and accuse us of many things. The righteousness we have in God's eyes by justification through salvation is different, this is something external that helps protect us from the world.
The boots (more boots than shoes), were used for marching, but most importantly in battle, they provided a firm grip on the earth, to stand strong. So too is the preparation of the gospel of peace - it is our foundation. Our milk. Our bread and butter. Woe to them that think that because they have been Christians for many years that they don't need to consider the gospel message, but want to 'study deeper, more complicated things'. We must always keep the freshness and preparedness of the gospel with us. It is indeed our foundation, the reason we are here, and we ought always to be ready to give an answer for the faith within us (I Pet 3:15).
Moving on to the items that we 'take up'. They may be (slightly) easier to take up quickly - less study and preparation/time taken to wear them properly, but they are also easier to lay aside. We must take them up each day. Always having them ready beside us if not actively wearing them.
The shield is mentioned specifically to protect from the fiery darts of the devil. It also protected from any other projectiles, and warded off blows from melee weapons. Strongest when used together with a company of soldiers, similarly faith is supported by those around us, but still provides great protection to an individual alone. There are two important things I always think of when I consider faith in the Bible. First, it is not seen fully, but our faith is based firmly on what we can see. Secondly, it is of utmost importance of Whom our faith is in. If in ourselves, we will fall, if in others, we will be let down. Only faith in God will never be disappointed, whether our faith is weak or strong - the Object of our faith is ever strong.
The helmet protects from blows to the head, evidently. Many weapons might reach the helmet, but the most frequent would probably be those attacking from a height advantage, perhaps on horses. A picture I had described to me once was that the helmet protected from horsemen swinging broadswords - double edged blades of doubt and despair. Certainly one way to look at it, and it fits with the theme of salvation. Not eternal salvation, this is something we take up, not an intrinsic part of us that we can never lose. This seems to be our assurance of salvation, the helmet/our assurance in the Source of our salvation Who never lets go of us protects us from doubts and fears.
The Sword, ready for use to make targeted attacks. I imagine the scene of Christ's temptation - this is spiritual warfare, not sharing the gospel with a curious person. No, we are facing opposition, and we use the Word of God to fend off attacks, to make others keep their distance, and hinder their ability to fight against us. If we imagine fighting in a group we are not only protecting ourselves, but also by killing or hurting the guy in front of us, he is weaker or unable to attack our fellow-soldiers also. The only offensive weapon we have, it stays close by us.
Prayer is the preparation of the inside. Communion with the One Who made us, and Who gives us the strength to fight. Prayer for the ones beside us, or fighting in other areas. Praying always - communication is key in many areas of life, and a battle is certainly one of them. We need to keep talking with our commanding officer.
How should I visualize the person?
The soldier can face the enemy confidently, trusting in the strength given to him within, that he has the necessary preparations to fight. He is watchful, ready always. He is active - not just standing and waiting or engaging from safe distance, but wrestling in close quarters, confident in the protection he has and the people beside. Most of all, he knows his Commanding Officer personally, and communicates with Him continually. He would not send a soldier into a battle he could not handle.
Final thoughts on other points:
v12. It is not against flesh and blood - the armour and weapons are not for bashing others on the head with, or for acting elitist towards fellow-sinners.
It is against spiritual forces - Satan and his demons especially, (maybe including evil/wicked systems perpetrated by men?). Although it is active, we don't go looking for trouble though - our role is to stand and fight, not dive into the enemy stronghold or seek a battle. An active Christian will find enough trouble comes his way without looking for it.
v19-20. The purpose of us standing against persecution, against spiritual opposition is that we may preach the gospel boldly - to share the news of eternal salvation by life, witness, and testimony. This is also the goal that the opposition tries to prevent. Pray for those who make this their full time commitment. Pray for those who live it out amongst and through their 'secular' lives. Pray for ourselves, knowing to Whom we pray.
Monday, 12 January 2015
Day 1 Week 1: Standing
Starting this journey through Ephesians 6:10-20, there are some themes that seem to leap out of the sentences.
Standing is repeated a lot, with similar themes leading on... stand, withstand, to stand, stand therefore, perseverance...
Thinking on the themes of a Roman soldier (the analogy), I had often previously thought of this as an individual standing alone, but reading it multiple times recently, I get the impression that though that idea of an individual standing may be relevant in some situations, he is talking to a church, and the strength of Rome was in the discipline and organisation of their forces - standing together, working as a team.
As Paul concludes this epistle, he sweeps with broad strokes, not speaking to individual circumstances, but to all Christians, Whether husband, wife, master, servant, children or parent. ...Whole armour, whole armour, done all, above all, quench all, praying always, all perseverance, all supplication, all saints... Speaking to the all-encompassing of the Christian life/walk/fight, the all-encompassing power/strength given to us, in every area of our lives, at all times.
The armour covers from head to foot. Interesting that only one weapon is mentioned on each 'side' - although other weapons are implied for the other side, given our armour.
The items are split into two groups. '...having loins girt, breastplate, feet shod', '...taking up shield, helmet, sword', why? (Question for tomorrow)
There is the general call to abstract analogy, and the specific call to Paul's situation and that of other believers - leading from what we know of God and who we are - our position in God, to application to our lives and the reality of the walk.
Standing is repeated a lot, with similar themes leading on... stand, withstand, to stand, stand therefore, perseverance...
Thinking on the themes of a Roman soldier (the analogy), I had often previously thought of this as an individual standing alone, but reading it multiple times recently, I get the impression that though that idea of an individual standing may be relevant in some situations, he is talking to a church, and the strength of Rome was in the discipline and organisation of their forces - standing together, working as a team.
As Paul concludes this epistle, he sweeps with broad strokes, not speaking to individual circumstances, but to all Christians, Whether husband, wife, master, servant, children or parent. ...Whole armour, whole armour, done all, above all, quench all, praying always, all perseverance, all supplication, all saints... Speaking to the all-encompassing of the Christian life/walk/fight, the all-encompassing power/strength given to us, in every area of our lives, at all times.
The armour covers from head to foot. Interesting that only one weapon is mentioned on each 'side' - although other weapons are implied for the other side, given our armour.
The items are split into two groups. '...having loins girt, breastplate, feet shod', '...taking up shield, helmet, sword', why? (Question for tomorrow)
There is the general call to abstract analogy, and the specific call to Paul's situation and that of other believers - leading from what we know of God and who we are - our position in God, to application to our lives and the reality of the walk.
Sunday, 11 January 2015
Reflections on Ephesians 6
Prayer of a Warrior, Vanessa Patterson, mixed media, 2015
This is a paraphrase of and prayer in response to Ephesians 6 and other passages I was reminded of.
Prayer of a Warrior
Father, I want Your union with me to empower me. Let my strength be in Your mighty power alone. I want to draw my strength from You- that strength that Your boundless might supplies. Please supply me with Your full armour- the armour of a heavily armed soldier that comes from You alone. Only then will I be able to successfully stand up against all the devil's schemes, strategies and deceits. Without You I am powerless, weak and vulnerable.
Give me Your eyes and Your perspective to see the battle as You do. Not as a nice little metaphor to make us feel heroic in the mundanity of our ordinary lives, but a vivid, living, moving reality as real as my flesh and blood. Help me to see that I'm not actually battling the people around me, their minds, wills and emotions, or the places and situations I find myself in. While all that stuff has its place, most of the battle is happening in the spiritual realms and I'm totally unaware of it.
Father, You are the ultimate Warrior. I don't want to be fighting in my own strength anymore, doing things my way and getting nowhere. I confess my complete lack and ask that You- the Heavenly Father who gives good and perfect gifts to Your children- would arm me with Your complete armour, the armour of a heavily armed soldier. So then in 'the day of evil and danger' (which I guess is everyday) I can resist the enemy's attacks the be found standing firm in the position You have given me at the end of the battle (or day).
To hold my ground I need the belt of Your Truth tightened around my waist- the truth of who You are and who I am in You- to keep my pants up when the enemy tries to shame me with his lies. I need right standing with You to be my breastplate- protecting my vital organs from harm, to stand with integrity and keep toxins out of my system, and most of all to protect my heart against the adultery of other loves. Reserve my heart for Yourself alone. I need fresh revelation of Your Gospel everyday- to know that what I believe really truly is GOOD news, in the fullest and best sense of the word. Make my feet quick to move in obedience with You commands and walk in Your peace that transcends all understanding, the peace that comes from knowing You're completely trustworthy, so I can stand with firm footed stability.
Over all this I need Your shield of saving faith because only faith pleases You and faith comes from hearing Your still small voice in my heart. I need Your faith to know that I'm not going insane and to fight off the nagging doubts that cloud my mind. You really are with me, You really do speak to me, and You really have saved me. Put over my head/mind/brain the helmet of Your salvation- the sure knowledge that You have paid the full price for my salvation already and You continue to redeem the dead parts of my mind and bring all things to completion, the sure knowledge that salvation is Your's and Your's alone. I can't do anything to save myself. And also to know what You have saved me to- eternal life is this, that they would know You.
Fine tune my ears to hear Your voice, Your Word, which is my sword. I want to be like Mary, sitting at Your feet and listening. I want to be the sheep that knows the voice of the Good Shepherd. I want to be the branch that fully abides of the True Vine. Mary got a truth that Martha didn't. There's no end of things vying for my attention. But only one thing is really needed. Only one thing is life, and it's You- eternal life is this, that I would know the Father and the Son, and share in their union, their conversation. I want to choose the best thing- intimacy with You.
I want to converse with You all the time- without ceasing, in every season, about anything and everything. You are interested in the details of life. Show me how to pray in the Spirit at all times and what that actually looks like in the chaos of everyday life. Keep me alert with a strong sense of purpose and perseverance for myself and 'all the saints'. Show me what true intercession looks like in a world that continually shows me that selfishness is the best way.
There are so many mysteries in You, Father, so many things I just can't get my head around- and my heart is even further behind. Reveal to me the depths of this 'Mystery of the Gospel' that Paul talks about and make it really real to me. Then please open my mouth and give me freedom of utterance to make it known fearlessly and courageously, and with Your armour to boldly stand my ground against the counter attack that's sure to come my way at every stage of my journey with You.
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